a blast birthday

well on 17th march 2013 is my birthday..on my birthday i spent a day with my love one Mr.S..mmg best..sedihnye die kene keje setgh ari..pg die g keje tgh ari die blk..ktorg g melaka umah mak long S..mkn mee hoon sup keting..sedap..ehehehh..plan nk g kubur nenek S tp xsmpat..da senja da time tu so xle la nk g..so we spent all day kat umah mak long S..walaupn kejap but cukup buat ak happy..thats all for today..bye

inside

this is how i feel

missing my colleague

missing them

jodoh

today i find out that ex gf Mr.S cnt bear to let S go..n S feel kesian dgn die and rse kejam plak dgn ex gf die..kalo dulu mmg la ak sedih but now ak da xlarat la..biar la S nk wat ape pn..S nk kuar dgn ex gf die pn xpe la..ak percaya pd jodoh dan ak percaya pd S..kalo jodoh ak btul2 dgn S so S xkn brubah ati dgn ak..walau ape pn trjadi tp kalo ak xd jodoh dgn S maka mungkin cinta lama S akn brputik blk trhadap ex gf die..walaupn tu bnda yg ak plg takot..tp ak kene jgk hadapinya..kalo takdir ak da trtulis mcm tu..xd daya ak nk melawannya..

melaka

today i hv a trip that iu couldnt forget..ari nie ak g Mr.S kampung kat simpang ampat..seriously kampung kat die mmg cntik..if i cn stay there mmg ak ske gile kot..dgn pokok2 omg mmg best..then we off to kubur nenek S yg bru meninggal tu..we all sedekahkan al-fatihah and yassin for her..moga rohnya tenang di sana..amin~~ then lpas g kubur ktorg g umah mak long S..umah die best..rumah batu tp ala2 kampung..laman die luas sgt..mmg best la..mak long ad about 15 cats..mak long ad ayam, ad kolam ikan keli..best la..ehehehhe..being with Mr.S family mmg best..it feel like it my own family..one day ak nk bwk S jmpe nenek dgn atuk plak..insyaallah~~

loving him is the best part of my life

well mlm nie 10/3/2013 ak dating dgn Mr.S..best sgt..tp kesian plak kat die..ye la die drive frm melaka then blk bangi then amik ak kat umah lg..kesian die..to be honest mmg ari nie ak sedih sgt but he redeem himself.. ari nie ktorg g mkn kat nasi lemak cinta sayang, g cuci kerate, g photostat, g alter seluar..being with him is the time i ever have in this world..kn best kalo ak ad selalu dgn die..well ari nie die bgtau ak the plan for this coming sunday..seriously i'm loking forward on it..i cnt wait..love him so much..

raining inside

if someone u love told u that he have a feeling towards another girl how would u react? how would u feel? and what would u say to him? i am seriously clueless..all i do is keep it silence.. i'm best at that thing..

my silence is another word of 

describing my pain

the greatest day ever

on Friday ak g dating dgn Mr.S..it was fun..the best day aver in this month..ehehhe..i really hv fun..ktorg g tgk lawak ke der..it was the best..we laugh like there is no tomorrow..seriously i love him so much..i could describe it with word..tp ak tau ak mmg sgt syg die..but at the end of the day it was sad..nenek S meninggal..al-fatihah for her and semoga roh nya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan didlm golongan org2 yg beriman..amin~~