mek galop

well now bermula la sem baru untuk tahun nie which is sem last..mmg excited nk abis but at the same time rse mcm byk je dugaan nk kene tempoh nie..oh mula2 masuk sem baru da ad dugaan da..but dugaan tu adalah memory yg best bg ak..sbb walaupn ktorg takot time tu but at the same time we are happy sbb ktorg tau we still have each other..lpas nie mesti rindu kat mereka..da la jauh2..sume kat terengganu..ssh nk jmpe..sayang nk tinggalkan sume nie..ehehhehe..well subject this sem mmg tough la..sume ssh..tp bak kate my sayang,kene kenal diri sendiri..kene cuba, kalo xcuba mcm mane nk tau..ehehhhe..so pape pn i will try my best..hope sem akn brjalan lancar..to all my mek galok,harap2 kte akn tempoh dugaan same2 n create a memory byk2...hehehehe

missing so badly

esk aku blk muadzam da..i will miss my Mr S so much..hurmmm..ak mesti akn rindu nk tgk die senyum, tgk muka nakal die, tgk die ketawa, tgk muka die yg mara tu..OMG!!! i definately gonna miss him..i will miss everything about him..hurmmm..sem nie mesti ssh nk cuti sbb da last sem so byk keje..tp xpe la..i must be strong..4 bln je pn..insyaallah everything will be fine..i love him soooo much..semoga sumenya berjln lancar..n semoga rindu ini akn menjadi baja dlm cinta kita biar die tumbuh kuat dan kukuh..amin~~

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 

poem from him

some one give me this..

i love all beauteous things,
i seek and adore them,
god hath no better praise,
and man in his hasty days
is honoured for them

i too will something make 
and joy in the making
altho' to-morrow it seem 
like the empty words of a dream
remembered on making

walaupn xbrape paham tp ayat die tetap indah.. thank you syg

a blast birthday

well on 17th march 2013 is my birthday..on my birthday i spent a day with my love one Mr.S..mmg best..sedihnye die kene keje setgh ari..pg die g keje tgh ari die blk..ktorg g melaka umah mak long S..mkn mee hoon sup keting..sedap..ehehehh..plan nk g kubur nenek S tp xsmpat..da senja da time tu so xle la nk g..so we spent all day kat umah mak long S..walaupn kejap but cukup buat ak happy..thats all for today..bye

inside

this is how i feel

missing my colleague

missing them

jodoh

today i find out that ex gf Mr.S cnt bear to let S go..n S feel kesian dgn die and rse kejam plak dgn ex gf die..kalo dulu mmg la ak sedih but now ak da xlarat la..biar la S nk wat ape pn..S nk kuar dgn ex gf die pn xpe la..ak percaya pd jodoh dan ak percaya pd S..kalo jodoh ak btul2 dgn S so S xkn brubah ati dgn ak..walau ape pn trjadi tp kalo ak xd jodoh dgn S maka mungkin cinta lama S akn brputik blk trhadap ex gf die..walaupn tu bnda yg ak plg takot..tp ak kene jgk hadapinya..kalo takdir ak da trtulis mcm tu..xd daya ak nk melawannya..

melaka

today i hv a trip that iu couldnt forget..ari nie ak g Mr.S kampung kat simpang ampat..seriously kampung kat die mmg cntik..if i cn stay there mmg ak ske gile kot..dgn pokok2 omg mmg best..then we off to kubur nenek S yg bru meninggal tu..we all sedekahkan al-fatihah and yassin for her..moga rohnya tenang di sana..amin~~ then lpas g kubur ktorg g umah mak long S..umah die best..rumah batu tp ala2 kampung..laman die luas sgt..mmg best la..mak long ad about 15 cats..mak long ad ayam, ad kolam ikan keli..best la..ehehehhe..being with Mr.S family mmg best..it feel like it my own family..one day ak nk bwk S jmpe nenek dgn atuk plak..insyaallah~~

loving him is the best part of my life

well mlm nie 10/3/2013 ak dating dgn Mr.S..best sgt..tp kesian plak kat die..ye la die drive frm melaka then blk bangi then amik ak kat umah lg..kesian die..to be honest mmg ari nie ak sedih sgt but he redeem himself.. ari nie ktorg g mkn kat nasi lemak cinta sayang, g cuci kerate, g photostat, g alter seluar..being with him is the time i ever have in this world..kn best kalo ak ad selalu dgn die..well ari nie die bgtau ak the plan for this coming sunday..seriously i'm loking forward on it..i cnt wait..love him so much..

raining inside

if someone u love told u that he have a feeling towards another girl how would u react? how would u feel? and what would u say to him? i am seriously clueless..all i do is keep it silence.. i'm best at that thing..

my silence is another word of 

describing my pain

the greatest day ever

on Friday ak g dating dgn Mr.S..it was fun..the best day aver in this month..ehehhe..i really hv fun..ktorg g tgk lawak ke der..it was the best..we laugh like there is no tomorrow..seriously i love him so much..i could describe it with word..tp ak tau ak mmg sgt syg die..but at the end of the day it was sad..nenek S meninggal..al-fatihah for her and semoga roh nya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan didlm golongan org2 yg beriman..amin~~

truth or dare

antara kebenaran dan penipuan yg mane lg menyakitkan?well ak rse kebenaran lg bagus sbb pd mula die mmg menyakitkan tp da lama2 ok la but penipuan pd mula nye mmg la ok sume but when the person find out die akn jd sgt menyakitkan yg bole membawa ke jangka masa yg lame..tmbah plak ia bole menghilangkan kepercayaan seseorg..bg ak kepercayaan ni penting dlm sesebuah hubungan..kalo xde percaya mesti ari2 akn gadoh n so on..tp persoalannya skrg patut ke ak utk terlalu percaya pd Mr.S?ak mmg seorg yg brfikiran negatif..pengalaman mengajar ak byk bnda dan ak xnk benda lame jd blk kat ak..setiap kali ak syg n brharap pd org automatik org tu akn shut me down..ak syg n ak percaya  Mr.S tp ak takot..ak takot he will shut me out jgk mcm org len..mmg skrg ak bg die 100% kelonggaran tp berbaloi ke utk ak?mcm org kate ati manusia cpt berubah bila ad rangsang dr luar..ak percaya kata2 tu tp dlm masa yg same ak xnk mengongkong S..mmg ak da ambil keputusan yg ak xkn kongkong S..sbb die ad hak utk brkwn tp kdg2 ak brfikir ape hak ak sbg gf die?buat masa nie ak tau satu je..penyelesaian isu ni adalah S sendiri..ak mmg xd hak utk nk sekat die berkawan cuma S kene tau batas2 utk brkwn..hal nie terletak pd individu itu sendiri..kalo la kepercayaan ak tercalar ak x rse ak bole hadapinya in future..skrg ak xtau ape nk pk n wat..selagi ak mampu utk brtahan ak akn brtahan..ak percaya cnta ak pd S dan ak percaya pd jodoh ak dgn S..itu yg wat ak kuat..ak harap jodoh ak kuat dgn S..aku harap sumenya brjalan lancar..amin~~

To Mr.S----> kalo abg bc blog nie..ayg minx maaf kalo die bole sakitkn ati abg..tp nie ape yg ayg rse..

money money money

seriously..nape manusia ssh sgt nk terima kekurangan org len..well duit bukan segalanya..mmg dunia sekarang nie duit ad la salah satu keperluan manusia..tp compare to kebahagiaan mane lg penting?between a person yg bole bg kte duit dgn org yg bg kte kebahagiaan, yg mane org lg prefer? org mesti ckp pilih org yg bg duit..well bg ak duit xpenting pn..kebahagiaan lg penting..ak akn pilih org yg bole bg ak kebahagiaan..sbb kebahagiaan will last forever..kalo kte pilih org tu tanpa rse cinta sejauh mane hubungan tu bole brtahan..kalo  duit byk tp xd rse cinta bole idop ke?bg ak itu adalah penyiksaan..mmg btul cinta bole pupuk tp x sume cinta le pupuk..cinta dtg dr hati bkn dr akal..sebagai parent yg tentukn idop ank die trmasuk la parent yg tentukn jodoh ank die..parent to pasti ke kalo org yg le bg harta kat ank die bole bahagia..mmg xd parent nk ank die idop ssh tp cuba tgk dr segi len plak..jgn trus judge..haishhh!!!mmg ssh nk phm manusia nie..pape hal pn len org len pemikiran die..thats all for today..adios

confuse~~

i have no idea how to react..i am speachless..sume akn jd mcm dulu blk..i'm so down right now

word to pounder

a wise man told me

" jangan mati dipuji orang,
  jangan mati dikutuk orang
  hati biar lah besar
  percaya hanya pada pencipta
 cari apa yg kita nak
 dan jangan berhenti dgn apa yang kte dapat"

thank you for giving me thought that i cn pounder n remember..<3 font="">

chinta dia

well this is a story of my love life..Mr S aka my Adi Putra adalah chinta hati ak..S sorg yg funny..die mmg xpnah fail wat ak gelak..eheheheh..and sorg yg bijak dlam hidup..die tau ape makna dlm kehidupan..kdg2 ape yg die ckp tu bole mengubah ape yg ak pk dlm hidup nie..ak mmg perlukan S dlm hidup ak..S pn sorg yg caring n die mmg sgt cute bile die dgn ibu die..he so sweet..mmg wat ak caer tgk die..ehehhehe..now hubungan ak dgn S da tmbh baik..setiap kali ak ad dgn die ak rse dunia ak mudah je..penuh dgn colour..bile ak senyum hati ak pn senyum tgk die..seriously ak mmg xpnh rse mcm nie..this is the first time..lg satu ak da jmpe parent die,kakak die, adk die, nenek die, even pakcik die..bile ak ad dgn family die ak rse mcm ad dgn family ak sndiri..it felt so good..family S mmg best..tp ak xtau la ape perasaan parent S bile jmpe ak..die ske ke x ske ke ak pn xtau..ak takot nk tnye S..ak takot dorg xske ak..i still hoping for the best..pape pn it is good to feel back the joy of love..ak harap hubungan nie will last longer then i imagine..amin..ni je nukilan ak utk ari nie..there is so much more yg ak nk tulis..tp mayb another day..bye2

DeAr My MsMd AkA AdI PuTrA,

mAy My LoVe WiLL aLwAyS WiTh YoU

sorry seems to be the hardest word

kpada yang brkenaan..i would like to apologies..jln hidup nie masih pnjg..i xtau lg 3thun i kat mane..there something about me that u dont know..dr trus jd lg truk better it end here..i'm sory